What should I do first?
Distinguish between Religion and relationship. Religion tends towards external, It’s structural and roles based. In contrast, our relationships should be personal,open, warm and, liberating. Jesus Christ wants us to come to Him the way a little child comes to a loving parent. It is God who works in you both to will and to do for this good pleasure[ Philippians 2:13, esv. His work is inside out
We tend to substitute relationship with religion. It is an easy trap to fall into. You can get busy doing things to God, that you neglect the personal bond with Him. Un corrected, this *religious tendency can actually become a spiritual liability. In Jesus Day; He reserved some Of His harshiest words for professional believers who became so bound with rules and regulations that their lives were consumed with hypocrisy and greed. They were blind to Jesus’ desire for a relationship. Make it your choice one goal to stay childlike in your relationship with Jesus, even as you grow in knowledge , understanding and , wisdom!
Come unto me all you who labor and are heavy laden and i will give you rest. Matthew 11:28, esv
Jesus is a person, He wants a personal relationship with you!
God Bless You All. Amen